Friday, November 18, 2011
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
autobiography haiku
I stare into his eyes. He means the world to me. More than the world. He’s been there for everything, when I was laughing, when I was crying.. I can’t stand the thought of losing him, and that’s what makes this moment so emotional. His eyes look puzzled, as if he isn’t sure whether I’m upset with him or not. I smile, tears filling my eyes at the relief of seeing him again when I thought I had lost him. “Come on buddy,” I say, waving his leash. “Let’s go for a walk.”
seriously can't wait to go to college.
i'm just so done with harford county and maryland and all the people here. i just wanna try something different. ok.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
just stalked my flickr.
i miss photography.
i miss taking pictures and getting home and editing them and looking forward to showing them off to the world.
i swear to god i can't keep a main priority for more than two days. First i want to be a photographer, then a writer, then an animal ecologist, then a human ecologist.
fuq all dat. i really sincerely think i know what i want to do now. i want to travel the world, taking pictures and writing about what i see. for money, i can either write for a magazine, or start saving money now. i don't know yet. all i know is that i am happiest when i am doing one of three things: writing, taking pictures, or swimming. all while listening to moooosic. i love it. and all these things and i know they will have to be in my life in the future.
it's scary to think about, but my future is right around the corner. yet it's exhilarating. i can't wait for college, for meeting new people, seeing new places, doing new things. i don't know where i want to go yet, but i know that i have to get to paris as soon as possible. every day is a day away, opportunities missed, museums i need to see, etc. cheesy but, i just miss it. anything and everything about it.
i don't know how i will do without my mom yet. without cinnamon, without bob, without my kittiez: cosmo and grace. i honestly dont know. all i know is that i just want so much, and every day i try to get a little bit closer to something while getting a little further away from something else.
i swear i just don't know. just let everything be okay.
i miss taking pictures and getting home and editing them and looking forward to showing them off to the world.
i swear to god i can't keep a main priority for more than two days. First i want to be a photographer, then a writer, then an animal ecologist, then a human ecologist.
fuq all dat. i really sincerely think i know what i want to do now. i want to travel the world, taking pictures and writing about what i see. for money, i can either write for a magazine, or start saving money now. i don't know yet. all i know is that i am happiest when i am doing one of three things: writing, taking pictures, or swimming. all while listening to moooosic. i love it. and all these things and i know they will have to be in my life in the future.
it's scary to think about, but my future is right around the corner. yet it's exhilarating. i can't wait for college, for meeting new people, seeing new places, doing new things. i don't know where i want to go yet, but i know that i have to get to paris as soon as possible. every day is a day away, opportunities missed, museums i need to see, etc. cheesy but, i just miss it. anything and everything about it.
i don't know how i will do without my mom yet. without cinnamon, without bob, without my kittiez: cosmo and grace. i honestly dont know. all i know is that i just want so much, and every day i try to get a little bit closer to something while getting a little further away from something else.
i swear i just don't know. just let everything be okay.
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