just something calm, predictable, easy to deal with, stress-free relationship. it doesn't have to be the person i am sooo inlove with. just somebody i like, someone i enjoy spending time with.
because i am sooo sick of what i have now. which is stupid and unpredictable and confusing and I DONT KNOW UGH.
we freaking know we like each other.
why does it have to be this stupid why do you like only text me sometimes, and then you say hi to me and act like you're gonna talk to me but then you walk away and i don't know its just so stupid and complicated and i want it to simplifyy asap. figure out what you want.
well i guess i'm kind of a hypocrite. i don't really know what i want, and i guess i do the same to you. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
why can't i just like someone who will go out with me and we can have a nice, healthy relationship like the ones they taught me to look for in health class whyyyyyyy? i don't like this. i hate this. and god im just so sick and tired of feeling so inadequate and weird and i dont know i just dont know and i just want to knowwww. god almighty.
i don't want hot and cold and sometimes talking to me and sometimes not i just want routine and happiness and calmness and TO BE SURE. i'm sick of being on the fence and ok i don't know what else to say ok.
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