Sunday, October 16, 2011

why am i such a social reject on the internet?

i am constantly questioning whether the internet is incredibly fake or incredibly real. i really don't know. i think it's more fake, but it sure feels real. 

just like the feeling that i am an antisocial friendless freak on the internet feels real. 

let's start with twitter. i have like thirty followers. which was pretty good, i though. until i realized that everyone else has like 90-200 followers. oh. all of a sudden i feel pathetic. i guess like nobody really cares what i have to say all of the time. not as big a deal though, because i don't really follow that many people that would follow me back anyway. 

tumblr. i have like 88 followers. everyone else has like 200. oh. great. okay. little more pathetic. i guess. what am i doing wrong on this place where no one knows me or my antisocial self? i don't really know. 

facebook. i hate this stupid crappy social networking site. all it does is make me feel pathetic and inadequate because no one likes my statuses, no one likes my pictures, no one comments things like "omg so preeeettyy! love you bestfriend<3" on my pictures. i don't know what i'm doing wrong here either. 

im not going to be stupid and commit suicide or anything. it just sucks. i just feel stupid. and unpopular. oh but what else is new?? ok. im unpopular, and weird, and no one is interested in what i have to think or say. okay. bye. 

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